Spring Break
This past week Christian was home for his spring break. We had a good time, whenever we were able to see each other. Although it never quite feels like enough.
We watched movies, played video games, helped his family with some things, and he helped me with a scavenger hunt for my art history class.
But the hardest part about long distance for me is when we get to spend so much time together, and then he has to leave. This week is going to be particularly hard because he will be busy and I will not be doing much because I'm on spring break.
When Christian is home, all I want to do is drop everything and spend every second of every day with him, because I know we're limited on time. A few days before he leaves, I start getting emotional, and even though I try not to, I always end up crying in front of him.
Him leaving feels harder every time it happens. And I know crying only makes Christian feel bad for going away. I just have to keep reminding myself that college will be over sooner than I realize, and that he and I won't have to be away from each other much longer.
Right now, I just miss this kid like crazy.
We watched movies, played video games, helped his family with some things, and he helped me with a scavenger hunt for my art history class.
But the hardest part about long distance for me is when we get to spend so much time together, and then he has to leave. This week is going to be particularly hard because he will be busy and I will not be doing much because I'm on spring break.
When Christian is home, all I want to do is drop everything and spend every second of every day with him, because I know we're limited on time. A few days before he leaves, I start getting emotional, and even though I try not to, I always end up crying in front of him.
Him leaving feels harder every time it happens. And I know crying only makes Christian feel bad for going away. I just have to keep reminding myself that college will be over sooner than I realize, and that he and I won't have to be away from each other much longer.
Right now, I just miss this kid like crazy.
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